Saturday, January 17, 2009
{ 3:27 AM }
i tried to stay far away from it, but it just seems that no matter how much i tried to keep my distance, i still end up having to face it. why is life so complicated? a few more weeks. i told myself i few more weeks and maybe i would have the load off me. but i have already told myself this phrase ever since a few months ago. this time, i am sure this will come true.
school reopened about 6 days ago. everything is as usual. life is as sucky as ever. i dont understand why i'm such a magnet for trouble. everytime i try to stay out of trouble, the trouble will automatically look for me. sigh..guess there's still more to come since it's only like the beginning of school. is the my 10 months nightmare began just a few days ago..now i start to wonder when i would wake up. why did i even chose to sleep in the first place.